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This is the First day of the Rest of Our Lives

Day to Day, I'm broken down.
Wake up renewed
And fall asleep with another view
Everything is gone, Nothing is the Same.
This is the first day of the rest of our lives.

May 2, 2001
Pah....I don't even want to write at the moment, Cause I know that right now Annie, Lauren and April are watching Good Charlotte at the 930 Club w/ crowds of people...And I should be with them! Crowd surfing and mashing, but nooo...GRRR..Oh wells. Everything is kinda yucky right now. I was sick Monday and Tuesday and still feel like crap. 'Cept for Tuesday I went to school since we had a lacrosse game....But my mother didn't want me to play, so I told her I wouldn't so I could go to the game...But I did. And then she found out and now my parents are pissed at me for playing. So I didn't get to go to captain's practice today and I don't get to play in tomorrow's game. And that really makes me mad cause the school we are playing is about at our skill level...So I hear...If we win and I'm not there I will cry and never forgive myself. Anyways, oh yea, more reasons life sucks=Prom. I WAS looking forward to it, but not anymore since none of my friends want to hang with me, cause they'd rather hang with other people. That makes Heather feel kool. Oh wells. I'd rather be going to this Harshfest thing I've been hearing about. Oh well again. Hmm...I think shit sucks. As much as I talk about it I mean...Oh wells. So thats about all thats going on in my life. We talked about sex today in theology...Mike was funny. I saw a disgraceful episode of Boston Public last night...What other negative shit can I concure? Oh wells, I have to go email some people. So this was the first day of the rest of my life...Wonder whats going to happen next?....<doubt it'll be something good>

April 29, 2001
Welll...The weekend is coming to a close. <whine><whimper> But Heather can claim no complaints about the weekend! Well, except for one maybe, but still!! Friday Heather had a lacrosse game that we lost...the final score was 12-6. Our best game this season...Yea its pathetic. But Coach gave me nothing but praise after this game and so that made me really happy...Although I didn't meet any of the goals I had set for the game. 1-Score a goal. 2- Get a yellow card. I had two shots on goal which I missed...GRR...And our GOALIE was the only person who got a yellow card. We found that highly amusing. Then I went to Gina's and we showered and went to Stephanie's party. It was pretty cool, Me, Lucas, Marta, Sarah, Joanna, Sara and Fallon hung out at our own little part of the table and enjoyed ourselves. Then we kept taking ballons outside and giving them to random people and singing happy birthday to them..It was great, except for when the people wouldn't except them. Yea, so then Joanna and I went back to her place and Jake came over and we went to Mcdonalds so Jake could get a crackhead meal...and then walked back and hung out. Then Joanna and I had to wake up around 6:30 to go wait in line for concert tickets. We waited for two hours and got our tickets for both days of HFStival! Waiting in line was rather amusing too...I ran into some guy I'd seen at a concert awhile ago and Tony, and two of my ex-boyfriends. But it was all worth it...Then we helped Jake open up since the mall hadn't opened yet and we basically bugged Jake, Kevin & Zack while they worked all day. Then we went back to JoJo's watched Empire Records, baked some brownies, and vidio taped me raging on about corprate america. Twas amusing. Yea, so my only complaints were that I didn't get to go to the Spaceman Spiff show in Baltimore last night and that I am now really sick. But you know what???...This was the first day of my life....I wonder whats going to happen next?.......

April 26,2001
Eh...Heather is now back in school, in fact this very minute she is in computer class...She made back safe and sound though, so thats good. Monday was kind of odd since we'd been gone, but now Heather is back into the groove of things. Tuesday she had a lacrosse game against Chapelgate, aka Colgate, They have the nicest people at that school! Their c-x team and ours are friends. But unfortunitly we lost the game 10-3 ....Chris, Jake and Noah showed up for a few minutes to cheer us on, I guess, which was kinda kool...Even though they left after 5 minutes! Oh wells, Then we had another game on Wednesday against Glen Elg...Pee girls school. We lost that game brutally, 14-0. Bummer huh? But yesterdays practice went rather well, except when Gina smacked me across the head with her lacrosse stick to get the ball from me...And we have a game at home today against Towson Caitholic and I think we might do okay. Then tonight I am going to Stephanie's 16th birthday party, which should be interesting. I think Lucas and I are going to keep each other company at the table since it's going to be weird maybe. Haha..Its at this fancy restaurant. Yea, And then joanna and I are trying to find a ride to the mall tomorrow morning so we can buy our concert tickets for HFStival...We'll get them no matter what!!! Yup...Next week is prom..It should be interesting. Joanna and Sarah are going now too...So I won't be one of the only sophmores there. I think Chris, Steve and Aarron are getting a limo for us, so that is kinda kool I guess. Well then, nothing much else to say, not that you would want to hear it...Haha..Alright well then...This was the first day of the rest of my life....Wonder whats going to happen next?...

April 22, 2001
PAH! School starts again tomorrow!!! What a shame...Heather is dreading it. Oh wells. She thinks she made the most out of her last day or two of break....Yesterday she and Annie went to see Josie and the Pussycats. Twas a rather intresting movie. They made a mockery out of the whole teeny bopper thing...Twas beautiful..I mean, some of it was affensive and just dumb, but a lot of it was highly amusing. Though...All people may not catch the mockery while watching it...ie: the teeny boppers...Haha. Oh wells. Yea. So then I went home and scampered about a bit with nothing to do until I finally talked to Chris! Once Heather talked to Chris all was well cause that meant that she was going to go out that night! Hehe. And we did....Me, Chris, Ben, Jeremy, Annie and Jess. We basically just hung out at the park and stuff...played basketball....and well, if a full story of the evening is wanted...well thats a shame cause Heather isn't talking! Haha. But it was okay. Better then sitting at home like a loser, which I am. Oh my, After a week and a 1/2 off school I feel like I've been gone months. I can't imagine going back tomorrow! Well, at least spring uniforms start again! (see how little it takes to make us pathetic private school kids happy?)....Yea and then on Tuesday and Wednesday we have lacrosse games. That should be intresting...We havn't played since before break...We havn't even practiced since like, a week before break started. We're going to be even more pathetic looking on the feild then we usually are....But I guess we're used to it. Yay. Heather is going to HFStival! She is getting her tickets next week!! Actually, I think someone is getting them for me cause I can't camp out since Stephanie is having her big fancy birthday party Friday night...And if I don't go then she'll let loose her family members on me...They are in the mob. Yea, So that would be a bummer. Anyways, Heather will stop rambling now...She'll talk to you all later...So, This was the first day of the rest of my life....Wonder whats going to happen next?....

April 18, 2001
Hmm...Heather is rather tired. She had a relaxing but enjoyable day. So thats always good. Noah came over around 1:45 or so and we watchd some movies. Officespace and The Life of Brian to be exact. They were both pretty good. Then we listened to the rough of Spaceman Spiff's cd...It sounded pretty nice w/ a few exceptions. "Hu" ..haha. He left around 5:30 or so....Then a little later, around 7:30 Jake came over and we played some basketball and rumaged through my garage doing nothing. Then he had to leave around 8:30 cause Heather's mother was being weird and wouldn't let her go out with him that night. But nonetheless, I was occupyed with something to do most of the day, and that I am thankful for. Haha. Unlike today, the 19th, when I am sitting her going crazy from being bored and Jake hasn't called back and I have nothing to do!!! Grrr.. <whine><whimper> maybe I shouldn't complain though. But Heather keeps thinking of Rob who is on his way to Australia as we speak....Pissant. Haha. jk. Rob knows I love him. Anyway, Heather will stop babling w. So, This was the First Day of the Rest of my Life.....Wonder whats going to happen next?.....

April 17, 2001
You know a day can be an interesting thing? Well, Today isn't one of those days. Anywayz...Yesterday I went over to Annie's. Spending time with my best friend is much more amusing then sitting at home. So then, We walked to the Walkersville shopping center and got two movies, Blair Witch 2 & Charlies Angels, yes I know, teen flicks. Oh well. We felt compelled. Then we went to Safeway and browsed around...While looking at the magizines we were being watched intently by some old guy that worked there..He noticed us looking back and went to hide behind a door to watch us instead. This was pissing me off very much so I just comented ever so loudly that I was going to steal a magazine and be on my way. Actually, Annie and I PAYED for a magazine, then left. Now who would have thought we'd actually pay??? Oh my. Dicks. Oh wells. Then we went to CVS so I could buy my hair dye. Went home, ate some din din, dyed my hair red...Dyed the tips of Annie's hair pink...Then we talked to Jake on the phone for a little....Then we put on Blair Witch 2, which was kind of amusing to watch...Then LiL Meg called and we had a chat with her....Then put on Charlies Angels, That movie was deff. not to amusing...oh wells. Then Annie and I procedded upstairs to go to sleep, Though by this time it was so late and I ended up getting 1 hour of sleep before I had to leave so Annie's mom could take me home, at like 8 in the morning. So now I sit here, writing and complaining and listening to the Dropkick Murphys. So beautiful stuff I may add. Well then...This was the first day of the rest of my life....I wonder whats going to happen next?....

April 16, 2001
Hmmm....So then I was contemplating doing something....And my ferret Erny asked me a question...."why does the earth smell like hot dogs?" My answer to him was this...."BECAUSE EVERYONE POLLUTES AND THROWS THEIR TRASH ON THE GROUND AND MAKES A MESS OF THE WORLD!" .... then I went on...."AND YOUR CHILDREN ARE GOING TO LIVE IN A TRASH DUMP!!" ....
So yesterday I didn't do much. Jake came over for awhile after I ate dinner...We played Grind Session on playstation...But Jake doesn't like that, he likes Tony Hawk pro skater..So he rampaged the room looking for the game but to no prevail. Then we worked on Spaceman Spiff's website for a little bit...Then Jake had to go. So then, I just watched tv and acted like a lazy bum. Now, Now I am trying to find something to do...But am coming up empty handed. Oh wells..I'll just look forward to Wednesday I guess. Alright..Well I think I am going to sit down and read, or maybe I'll go write a little. Well, This was the first day of the rest of my life...I wonder whats going to happen next?....

April 14, 2001
Hmmm..What an eventful day. I don't even know where to begin...No one is going to believe all the amazing stuff I did!! Actually, I woke up, worked in the yard to help my parents...Then I went shopping for a prom dress, and then went to boarders. Then I came home, ate some food and now my stomach hurts and I think there is something trying to eat its way out of me. I think the most eventful thing I did was 1. Talk to Annie and Jake on the phone and 2. Get Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu ...Which means Noah and I can start our book club meetings. Yay. Well then...Since this little creature inside of me is slowly eating its way out of me I think I'm going to go lay down, maybe it'll get tired and just hide in some cave in my body for now...hmm, that sounds odd. Well then, This was the first day of the rest of my life......I wonder whats going to happen next?....

April 13, 2001
Well....Annie came over last night around 9:30 after church and spent the night. It was an amusing evening. But we enjoyed ourselves. Today we went to the mall for a bit...Bought some stuff and bugged Jake at work. And then when we left we had to sit in traffic forever. Grr. Then Annie made me listen to her "fuck" tape, which was funny, yup. Thats been my day so far. Now I'm wanting Jake or Chris to call me back so I can ask one of em to pick me up before they go to Boscos for the show. I might have to walk instead... Oh well. So, this was the first day of the rest of my life...I wonder whats going to happen next....
ps. I got asked to the prom today.

April 12, 2001
Weeelllll.....The Second Day Of Spring Break...Isn't It Beautiful? Actually, It Isn't Really. Cause Heather Has Had Absolutly Nothing To Do..Except For On Tuesday Night When She Hung Out With Jake And Joanna. First We Hung Out At The Mall, Then We Left, I Watched A Little Of the Baseball Game At School, Went Home, Jake And Joanna Came Over, ---oh hold on jake just called---Then We Went To The Park, Then To Walmart, Then To Best Buy, Then To Taco Bell, Then Back Home. Much Fun, Huh? So Then These Past Two Days, I've Sat At Home, Trying To Find Something To Do, But Failing Every Time. Although, I Did Do Something Productive, I helped Noah Form Noah's Book Club. Yay. Well Then, Ever Pondered About ..... Well Heather Can't Think Of Anything To Put in That Blank. What A Shame. Alright, Well, This Was The First Day Of The Rest Of My Life....Wonder Whats Going To Happen Next?...........

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